Pump it UP!

Ya all remember my last post post. The one with the trip? Yeah, the pictures suck as they're all candid cause I was trying out the batteries. But whatever here they are =D
Here's the angry bus driver. His driving is scarier than Zacq's! 0_0



In the bus with the happy people. Speaking of happy people. Here are the EVEN HAPPIER people! =D
And here's Matt with his.. erm.. chocolate bar. Told you there were candid shots. =.=

Well, today was the last day of school. I feel happy it's over and I feel sad that we had to stop going to school. I may be paranoid, but school is F.U.N!

Definition of F - Friends who do stuff together
U - You and Me
N - Anywhere and Anytime at ALL

Over here at Lodge school. =DTo star off the day, why not have some fun with the guys? Chit Chat, Blabber and why not get a taste of manly-ness?
Wanna know what this is? It's the class.. thingy... (: 1B maybe not the best class ever cause lousy people ruin it. Not to mention names =DAnd why not snap candids of people? No one would mind right. Aack. EEW. Photo. =P
Next we went to the hall for our last inspiring assembly of the year. Dammit was it awesome. Awesome I mean by boring and harmful to mind. :P If you look closely, closely I mean just simply look, you can see Tim trying to snap photos of my awesome ugliness. ):I was bored. What could I do? Oh I know! Snap candids of EVERYONE in the hall! =D Gay happy people everywhere!I look like a retard in every photo. So I'm not surprise. In case you girls are wondering : OMG. THAT GUY SO CUTE! =.=. Well that's Bryan Sim. Super cool hot athletic progressive award winning pecs earning mega sexy hairness of coolness. =D
Alas, the assembly was over. Everyone emptying their desks, lockers and so on. With what? BOXES OFCOURSE! (: Like what Everard does. BOXMAN.Yeahh... something like that. (:What we got here?? Lance posing? =O This is EXTREMELY rare of Lance to do something like this. Why not cherish the moment and laugh at it. =D I LOVE Lance Goh. :PAND LOOK! THERE HE GOES AGAIN!!!!!! O M G. How photogenic. =( Jealousy impulse.
Don't you love this? Me, Tim and Daryl. Sir Chubby, Sir Hotty and Daryl Wong. (:
Oh which reminds me, you guys and girls know the song I Like Big Butts?
The guy who sang the song, Sir Mix Alot? I got a joke.
Yo momma so fat, Sir Mix Alot decided that he doesn't like big butts. =D
AHAHAHAHAHA..haha..ha.ha.. right. =.=Continueing, Here's THE Alex Yeo and THE Aaron Tiong on their mighty mighty mighty MIGHTY and high chairs. =DI love this. Too bad Dobson's eyes are closed. Aww.. such a sad state of affairs. :D
Oh and Hannah! Still sorry for dropping your camera =X Don't kill me Welton =P
After everyone in form 1 went down. I decided to go to the form 3! 3B! Best class ever. So shut up you 3B people wannabes. =D Here's me and Diandra. The super photogenic hottie.
I'm usually not that hot. But you people think I'm ugly already anyways. =DDon't be lazy to tilt your head! Stretch your head a bit. =)
Here's the oicture for the form 3 field trip To...................... KUALA LUMPUR! For RM1000 only =OAfter a few moments. We went to look for Ashley! the HOT prefect. C:
Now here's me and Lorna following Cikgu Danny's OOPS style.

After a long hoard and frustrating day, why not...
CONGRADULATE MYSELF WITH FRESH AIR. I love Kuching air. (:

Before I end my totally boring post. I'd like to say.
HAHA! Group broke. Good for you people. And to SOME of you in the group. Being unfair is suckish to the people you're being unfair to.
Want an example?
CLASS PARTY.
Where'd the pizza go?

OH YEAH! You fkturds took it. We want our refunds back!
I'm glad you people broke up. Now less people will not hate you people anymore.
But look, MOST of you aren't bad people. You just get influened.
I can pin-point every single detail which you changed at.

What more to say. Breakng up a group which isn't the least of 2 weeks.
But I don't hate any of yooh. Want me to prove it?
Andrea - A cool and great friend. She may not reply me sometimes, but it's alright.
Erika - She's cool and loud. Hot? =) And she gave me a hug. =D
Lance - An awesome guy to trust. Never let's you down.
Daryl - Hot, handsome and cool. You can tell him almost anything and he'll help.
Malcolm - Funny in a mean way. =D
Siang Hui - Awesome laugh, cute and everythin.
Nathan - He's nice and TALL!!!
Everard - The super cool class monitor. xD
Aaron - The super mega awesome hot guy whose talking skills own.
Joan - A great person to be with.
Did I miss out anyone? O_O

And I'm not agaisnt you people. Just words from my point of view and others. You can hate me all you want. I just want everyone to have an equal share of everything.

Oh and, finally.


I'LL MISSSSSSS ERIKA KONG. ):
I'LL MISSSSSSS BENJAMIN TEO. ):
And I'll miss TIMOTHY CHAN! ))):
I'm gonna miss you three the most.
Have a great life in another school.
Good luck and God bless.

Tim, I'll see you every Saturday. =D

That's all for now.

Motivational camwhoring experience

I camwhored! For a long period of time. It was.. interesting and yet retarded.
Felt like.. a girl myself. =D
Besides all the other men who enjoy camwhoring, I enjoyed it!
It might sound weird, especially for a person like me. But I still like it. (:

I camwhored with a lot of people but the same one's. Sadly. =(
These are the pictures of ME and FRIENDS from ANDREA'S camera.

Let's start with this. Explanation : Me, Daryl and Lance wanted to do something special. And guess what.. this is the awesome lamely result. The girls.. what to say la. Normal poses. PREDICTABLE. =D


Explanation : Yesh. What I had said before. PRE-DIC-TA-BLE.

Explanation : I ate my hot cup quickly. ( Sorta =) ) Anyways, Why not use it as a prop? Reduce and Reuse?! =D GIRLS.. still posing as normal! (:
Moving on. Explanation : Van looks farny. =) *laughs hard**snort* Amelia still looks the same. And for me? An elf with a cup on his head. ): Daryl. Three words. You. Are. Very. Blur. (:And for one of my favourites EVER. Still with the cup. Only with fewer people.
I LOVE you hot cup. How can I ever live without you?
And who said piggies couldn't fly? WHO SAID COWS COULDN'T FLY?!
Who ever said men could? =)And in the end. LOOK WHO CAME?! The super uber hot, sexy, irresistable, mega extreme super model person from MALAYSIA! Lodge school. =D DANIEL KONG. We just couldn't take our eyes.. AND HANDS off him. =P
If you're reading this Dan. We love yooh.

Anyways, lately, loads of things happened. Not the bad things. The good ones!


Tim Chan's Birthday

Haha. It was GREAT! Barbeque-ing. Laughing. Singing. Dropping fish on the floor. AHERM. (: We played Tekken5? It was great. I owned and all that.
People swam in his fish shyt infested pond. But WHO CARES!?
And in the end. Me, Zacq and Ashley Lee, the hot one, sang karaoke.
Awesomely, Tim Chan's dad can SING! cool.

I think I'm gonna throw a party. Soon. I guess. Still planning. So hope everyone can come. =)

Until the next post. Have a pleasant shyt infested day people. I still love Dan Kong. O_O
And I'm not gay nor homosexual. Thank you.

Darling can't you hear me SOS?

Jungle. Trekking. =) A thing what naive students do on most field trips.
Lost in the jungle.
Awesome! =O

Today, form 1 went on a field trip to the Borneo water plant.. thing.. thing.
And the Matang Wildlife.. thing.. thing. (:

Chapter 1 :
Students scurried to the foyer like small pigheaded mice.
Pushing. Well, not actually pushing. More like Chiah Leung's butt grabbing.
As they took their seats on the smelly dirty floor.
Well, not smelly actually. Nice fragrance. =)
Speeches were made by Mr.Ling. The students listened attentively.
Mostly? (:
We set on our voyage on the.. Gawd forsaken bus.
The driver shouted angrily.
Awesome. Just because of the other driver. =D
Me and Matt, stuffing our faces with food. With our trusty sidekick eating menace, Justin!
Singing and dancing. Not really dancing but whatever.
99 bottles of milk on the wall.

Two words.

Holy Shyt.

Chapter 2 :
We arrived at our destination. ( For your info, pictures are coming up soon but very few cause of my camera which is a bloody pain in the butt ). =)
We lined out. Got our briefing. And entered the building our mineral water wonders! ( :

Gah I'm bored.

Ok I'll continue. I bet you people are soo interested. =)

We entered and saw the packaging of water. The unfication.
Ahhh.. sweet sweer water.

I feel like peeing. =.=

As we continued. Students were outstanded. ( Not really )
When we wanted to go into the box place of the factory.

Malcolm was literally walking on shyt. But he didn't realize it. =D YEAHHH!!!
Awesome.
Cool.
Terrific.
Yeah. =)

Progressing in the trip, Istumbled upon a bug. A bright red and green bug. But guess what!~

Come on, I'll let you guess.

Two more tries.

One more try.

You're not even trying, you're just scrolling down till you see the words.

Lazy people. I hate you. =)

Fine I'll tell you. But you better not laugh. Got it? =D

I sat on it. By accident. But no one saw.

It was sooo beautiful. Like artwork on the floor. =D

Moving on.
We went back to the bus. On our way to Matang Wildlife. The trip was weird yet amusing.
1D's bus was catching up quick.
But as we sped forward.

Students : YEAH! LOSERS! BOO! LOSERS!!!

Went we got there. I found another bug. I felt bad for the first one. SO, I let it go.
As if. It ran under the tyre and got killed. =D
Life is cool. Bug are cooler. Death on bugs are the coolest.

Walked in the jungle. Not saying each others names. I got left behind.
And average walk in the jungle??

Cikgu Lim Chee Seng : I wanna use your purple umbrella. * bursts into laughter like the coolest maniac he is *

I feel bloated now. And the lame pictures are coming soon.
So be aware!

Besides all this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANDREA TEO KA YI. ( :

Besides that too.

I got a few rants.

People who leave out all the rest. =D

I don't like them and I know you people like em.

It's my instincts. I hate people who are unfair.

And remember my last post?

Unfairness?

Unfairness to Victoria Siaw. =D

She may be.. yes that. But she's still human.

So why leave out people.

Yes that means you.

I don't know if you know who you are.

But everyone bear this in mind.

If you don't mix.

Can never campur teh tarik with KOPI O.

Sorry Andrea! =P

Don't feel perasan or anything.

I'm not hatin.

One more thing. People are blogging in class! =)

Lame shyts. :)

Anyways, Cikgu Chong Chiao Li and Cikgu Joey looked hot and cute todae. =P

You would call them cute if you saw them. So shut up.

Don't be hatin. Start lovin. =)

Enlarged abyss

Lately, shyt has occured, shyt as in real deep shyt.
I can't take much more of it. I just.. wanna migrate to another country right now.
I seriously cannot take all this anger, jealousy, sadness and everything else bad.

Let me start.
This group. Lamenad?
I have this feeling.. of.. dislike.. for some reason..
But I don't know what.
But let me explain my feelings.
It's not because I hate you people for gossiping and shyt.
But, I just feel.
Erm, lemme explain.
I'd hate to lose all of you.
I'd hate to lose friends like you.

I just feel, empty without you guys.
But at the same time, I don't wanna join this GROUP as you call it.
To me it's just another pathetic gang.

I wonder, why is it that you people want to make a group? It's silly. In my sense.
I'm not offending any of you, but it's just that.

Two simple words.

I'm. Lonely.

Ok fine, it may be three words but there's an apostrophe there.

I just wished you wouldn't push all the rest of the 1B aside and hang out as a group of your own.

It just doesn't seem fair.

And remember Math today?
Jordan was left out. No one would take him in
Does that seem fair, in the end, our group wanted to take him in.

It just doesn't seem fair to the others.
In your minds, you think Sophia is smelly.
SO WHAT?! She's still a person and to me she's kind. OK?

What about Edwin? Sure he can be annoying a lot.
But he's still a guy right?

Derrick, a lot of you assume he's annoying but he's still a nice guy. But he's in another class.

And Welton. SURE he ALSO can be annoying, but look where he's at. He has SOMEONE who cares about him but a lot of you don't. To me, he's much better than a lot of people.
He's actually nice if you know him.

But look at you people. Nathan, Malcolm, Daryl, Aaron and others, you keep telling him to shut up and cock and shyt. But what has he done to you?

You epople talk to but he never asks you to shut up right?
Just because he's shouting something to teacher doesn't mean he's lying. But all of you tell him to shut up anyways.

I know that a lot of you people who's reading right now might not care.

But this posts is more about fairness for others, it's not about me the most, I care about my friends, I care about how people treat them. That's the reason why I'm trying to voice this out.

I'm not accusing you people or anything. It's just me thinking I'm unfair. I just really can't take this.

I don't hate you Lamenad members. Don't take it the wrong way. If you do, you can come consult about it with me. I WILL explain everything to you. I just hope now you all don't feel insulted and hurt.

Once again, I'm sorry. ):

And lastly.. I want to get something off my chest.
I'M GOING TO STAY SINGLE.
I DO NOT LIKE LIZ.
SHE'S JUST MY BEST FRIEND WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.
SO STOP MAKING UP SOME STUPID BLOODY RUMOURS.
DO THAT AGAIN AND I SWEAR THAT I'LL MAKE YOUR LIFE SEEM LIKE HELL.

So if you all got a problem with that, deal with it. Cause were just best buddies.
So don't go thinking that we like each other. That's just plain pricky and stupid.

Overdose of mental drugs

As I sit here in my chair, typing all of this out. I DO feel bad.
I DO feel stupid.
I DO feel lousy.
And I DO feel hurt.

It's just that, what I posted up earlier, you don't have to feel insulted over that. Just that it hurts ya know?
What you did on Friday? Yeah that.
I was so frustrated already and that's what you did.
You decided to the very ting I didn't want.
But you did it anyways.
I felt so.. angry and sad.
And the people who comforted me couldn't really do much. But as the days went on by, I started to realize that I really wasn't for you.
I'm no good for you. You shouldn't be with me at all.
I know I'm big-headed,selfish,ignorant,arrogant and all those things a girl would never want.
For that, I just wanna say sorry to you.
Don't feel insulted or anything,
I just wanna let you know how I feel over the matter.
Just hope this all makes sense to you.
OF how sad and stressed I feel.
Of how angry and frustrated over this issue.

Everyone knows now that I'm no good for you. So why not you live your happy life without me.
You don't need me in your life cause I'm only bringing you down.
Just wish you're happy and will always be happy.

And about that note I replied back, all I wrote on that wasn't from me but from my other me.
The me who broke down last year, the me whom I never wanted to reveal to anyone.
But I guess you tasted of how much of a prick I could be.
I never wanted to hurt you for any single reason.
And I can never forgive myself.

But I guess I can never be with you again.
This is my farewell note to you.

I'm Sorry..

I'm sorry.

Over You

Guess what!
I'm over EVERYTHING! (:
Now I don't wanna see any fights or anything over the 'incident'. =)
So no hate from anyone?
Got it?
So what if she's my best friend. I think she's nice.
If you people don't, then you've got a problem with me.
I just don't want anyone hating each other anymore.
As I can't stand hate anymore. (:
If anyone is sick of someone,
LIVE WITH IT.
Cause if you can't, means you can't accept life as the way it is.
ORRRRRR!
It means you're jealous over something life some low-life pathetic loser.
So don't hate someone.
You MAY dislike someone over something, but not too much.
Cause you'll end up on the wrong side of the bed and #### up your life. =D
SO GET A LIFE. :)

It's my fault

I thought we could've last,
But it was all a stupid contradiction,
Time to forget about the past,
Cause you can never forgive me of my actions.

You mean so much,
I'd change everything if there was a chance,
You were my feelings I had to clutch,
And I was just waiting for a day where we could dance.

I stay awake every night just making out your face,
Trying to stay awake through every phase,
And in that while I see a smile,
Not from before but now.

I know I mess up most of the time,
But I try to patch things up to make things fine,
But this must be the final straw,
Now in your heart I'll just be another outlaw.

I still remember all the memories tender,
I still remember how it was splendor,
From the first time we held hands,
To the last time we shared our romance.

It's all gone now thanks to me,
What you posted up tore out a part of me,
To realise how foolish I am,
To ever ask for your hand.

I guess I never deserved you,
Ain't that true?
You were too good for me,
Just let me be.

I'm alone now,
All by myself,
I don't know how,
I need help.

I shouldn't cry over you cause it won't help,
My bark isn't as thick as an alp,
Even if were over,
I'll just find some cover.

To shield me from your pain,
The pain you released from your lane,
To make me panic and break my cup,
And now it's just a plain break up.

Thanks for inspiring me that I don't deserve you.